Live to eat

Last weekend was actually one of the most eventful weekend I've had this semester. Instead of hanging out with the same people (not that I have anything against you) and doing the same things, I met new, interesting, and fun people and even went to a SEMIFORMAL!? Reminds me of my childhood...lol!

Craving for some pictures? Sorry I only have a few with me in it =P



A picture of the "older" people at the semi. Notice how Virginia is surround by a bunch of studs.



Vickie, my lovely date, and the love birds J&J.

It has been longer than I remember since I wrote a thoughtful, eloquent entry. It has been even longer since something or someone provided unspeakable satisfaction and happiness. Maybe it is because of who I am, or who I am becoming. Or maybe I've been living too much in reality, trying to hard to fit in this dull lifestyle. What happened to my goals and my dreams of being somebody or doing something special that only few has managed to accomplish? How did my passion, something that once kept me striving to reach my destination, all of sudden diminishes and dies out? Darkness prevails; I'm groping to find my way out to the light.

I need to find some answers.

As happy as I might seem this semester -- travelling around the world, partying with friends, cruising in my new car -- I feel like it is hollow, like an empty box, once I look inside, there is nothing but disappointment. Don't get me wrong; my life is at its peak, and I'm grateful. But it almost appears like it could be better off and embellished by various interests and accomplishments. I want to taste again the sweetness of winning, of people looking up at me and loving me.

Finally, after five years at CMU, I finished writing a memorable chapter of my life. I look forward into the future, and I only see opportunities to succeed, and most importantly, to write yet another chapter of my life the way I want it to. I will find my way to my destination. The doubt, the unanswered questions, will be resolved. Will I then be satisfied? I don't know. But I know that whatever I had to do to reach my destination, I won't regret a bit of it.

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What the hell was I writing?!

What's up recently:

• Toronto. The barber said my haircut will only look good with color...and...I dyed my hair. I'm gullible like that. Click here for a few (ugly) pictures and more detail.
  
• Enya (RX-8). Driving her is too much fun. Fun in that I can handle it however way I want to and at any speed I want to. Fun in that I get people turning their heads and telling me "DAMN nice car." (my favorite) Fun in that all of sudden I become so popular (actually my car is more popular than I am). Fun in that everytime I park my car, I just can't stop turning back to look at her. The engine sounds so sweet and reving it up just takes me to heaven. (as sick as it may sound, but true)
  
• Carnival. Went to couple parties and I saw people that I haven't seen for the whole semester. It was great seeing so many faces from before and just hung out like the old days. Best Carnival!
  
• NBA playoffs! Yao vs Shaq!
  
• Research. My professor wants to torture me while he can during these last two weeks. I want to go on a strike.
  
• Florida. Vernus is coming from TW to visit in two weeks. Going to hang out in Orlando and Melbourne for a week with Harris people. =)
  

Enya, which means "little fire" in Gaelic, is a perfect name for my flaming hot sexy RX-8! :D

pic1, pic2, pic3, pic4, pic5

More to come!

Sneak preview of my new best friend. She is the bomb!!! I will post more pix when I pick my beauty up next week =)